I prepare for the noble war.

I’m calm, I know the secret, I know what’s coming, and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people I like. Some of them beg for their life. I don’t feel sad, I don’t feel anything. It’s a filthy world we live in. It’s a filthy goddamn helpless world, and honestly… I feel like I am helping to take them away from the shit and the piss and the vomit that run in the streets. I’m helping to take them somewhere clean and kind. There’s something about all that blood, man…I drown in it. The Indians believed that the blood holds all the bad spirits, and once a month in ceremonies they would cut themselves to let the spirits go free. Now there is something smart about that, very smart. I like that. You think I’m crazy? ...The world is a filthy place. It’s a filthy goddamn horror show. There’s so much pain, you know? There’s so much.